THE SPIRAL
There are hard things to face in our world
today, if we want to be of use. Gratitude,
when it's real, offers no blinders. On the
contrary, in the face of devastation and
tragedy it can ground us, especially when
we're scared. It can hold us steady for the
work to be done.
The activist's inner journey appears to me
like a spiral, inter-connecting four successive
stages or movements that feed into each other.
These four are:
1) opening to gratitude,
2) owning our pain for the world,
3) seeing with new eyes, and
4) going forth.
The sequence repeats itself, as the spiral
circles round, but ever in new ways. The spiral
is fractal in nature: it can characterize a
lifetime or a project, and it can also happen
in a day or several times a day.
The spiral begins with gratitude, because that
quiets the frantic mind and brings us back to
source. It reconnects us with basic goodness
and our personal power. It helps us to be more
fully present to our world. That grounded
presence provides the psychic space for
acknowledging the pain we carry for our world.
In owning this pain, and daring to experience
it, we learn that our capacity to "suffer with"
is the true meaning of compassion. We begin to
know the immensity of our heart-mind and how it
helps us to move beyond fear. What had isolated
us in private anguish now opens outward and
delivers us into wider reaches of our world as
lover, world as self.
The truth of our inter-existence, made real to
us by our pain for the world, helps us see with
new eyes. It brings fresh understandings of who
we are and how we are related to each other and
the universe. We begin to comprehend our own
power to change and heal. We strengthen by growing
living connections with past and future generations,
and our brother and sister species.
Then, ever again, we go forth into the action that
calls us. With others whenever and wherever possible,
we set a target, lay a plan, step out. We don't wait
for a blueprint or fail-proof scheme; for each step
will be our teacher, bringing new perspectives and
opportunities. Even when we don't succeed in a given
venture, we can be grateful for the chance we took
and the lessons we learned. And the spiral begins
again.
Joanna Macy
From 'Gratitude - Where Healing the Earth Begins'
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